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1 ♥ I ♥ Tori

[23 May 2008|05:09pm]
my feet hurt so bad its not even funny. i just bought new work shoes and now i have to buy new ones again...because...not being able to walk after work is NOT okay.

im drinking a miller chill...which i normally hate, but it's not too bad i guess.

going to jds tonight to meet up with kelly...a bunch of her friends are going to be there, and probaly none of mine, but it's cool. they seem nice and i know some of them. we will see. i mean the bar is like right around the corner from me...how can i say no? lol


last night was so good. comos with megan, dana, and angela...saw erica. qudoba did me in though. lets do it agian real soon ladies.

my servsafe class is coming up....great. and it just so happens to be the day right after pride........nice.



i fucking hate my job lately. i seriously don't know how much more i can stand it. i don't like that i get fucked over all the time. i mean whatever, i don't get my breaks when i want them too, but i'm sorry, i shouldn't have to work 6 to 7 hours before i get one.



fuck it.

i just want to cuddle. is it seriously that much to ask? i have been single for so long...it's starting to get depressing.


i really just want to get my new bed and lay in it for hours.

1 ♥ I ♥ Tori

----------------------a [10 May 2008|10:53pm]
i'm not too sure what to think about anything right now.

everyone is changing. i mean it happens, i'm dealin', but it's hard.

new friends are coming and others seem to be drifting.

people are annoying me and some people i can't live without.

today has been different for me...it started out fine, chillin' with dana, went to a craft show, haha. but then all of sudden my good mood turned to shit. and nothing even happened.

i don't know...i think i'm just overthinking this kyndra situation...but it's hard not to think about it.

where is my princess?

i saw m.i.a. and holy fuck...they were fucking AMAZING!

had a bon fire last night and it was pretty damn good if i must say so myself. it lastest from about 9pm-5am...BA! lol. rae, angela, dana, elise, kyndra, val, meggie, shannon, and kara all showed up, along with a good amount of both of my brothers friends.

i have to work 8-4 tomorrow and i know it is going to feel like forever, because it's the shittiest shift ever.

i just want to cuddle.




i'm so close to giving up...don't cry.



peace.

2 ♥ I ♥ Tori

[22 Apr 2008|02:42pm]

FINALLY!!!!!!!!!! 21 =D

happy birthday to me, bitches!




p.s. comes to vals show and party with me tonight...please?!

I ♥ Tori

[09 Apr 2008|12:50pm]
TAURUS: Taking on more than you can handle says a lot for your positive attitude, but it’s becoming clearer to you that this is just too much. When you laid out your plans, you didn’t take into account the fact that you’re an emotional wreck. Hello?! How do you expect to put on a happy face, let alone conquer the world, with what’s going on inside you right now? You can’t adjust your schedule, but fate may conspire to call the whole thing off. If this doesn’t come together consider it a blessing — you need time to heal.






i have been thinking about how much my horoscopes have made no sense lately...but this one hits some points right on the nose.




i just don't understand why...

I ♥ Tori

[26 Mar 2008|10:46pm]
Val just called me from Key West, Florida...I miss her...and I can't to see her beautiful face on Sunday =)







and kyndra just told me how much she likes me...=)

1 ♥ I ♥ Tori

[26 Mar 2008|09:50pm]
This fight hurts...but I feel like you are worth it.





Awake...first movie to ever make me plug my ears...but that's better than crying like i thought i was going to. good movie though...fuck jessica alba.




i wanna make love in this club...





p.s. DANA! remember the "hot" girl from stilettos...well she use to date niki, i remember the first time that girl ever went to stilettos...anyways...yeah, i thought i would let you know about her.

I ♥ Tori

Yay!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! [26 Mar 2008|06:09pm]
Guess who's going to see M.I.A.

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MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE and VALERIEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE =D

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Hell Yeah bitches!!!! I am so excited!
Oh and hell yeah for signing up for the fan club and getting pre-sale tickets!

I ♥ Tori

[19 Mar 2008|02:50pm]
TAURUS: You could push your way through all the garbage and politics in your current situation. The question is, “Is it worth it?” You know inside that you don’t have the energy to prove yourself to anyone. And the truth is you shouldn’t have to, because if they can’t see you, they’re blind. Focus 100 percent on what you need to do to feel joyful and creative. Let whoever wants to be in the driver’s seat take the wheel. In time, they will prove to be so ineffectual that everyone will be begging you to take over and do it right.

1 ♥ I ♥ Tori

[19 Mar 2008|02:26pm]
don't tell me you are going to call me and then not.

"Pump up the faith that you deserve more love and money. Be receptive to the idea that these things are out there waiting."
-one part of libras horoscope.



but i don't know how long i can wait. i don't know how must longer i can hold back how i feel and say everything is okay. because it's not. yes, i know i'm suppose to take things slow, yes, i know others have waiting a lot longer to get what they want then i have. but i have not gone to bed either happier or more upset in the last 2 months, than in along time. the happier stands out more, but the upset is creeping in. whatever.




can i get a little bit of l-o-v-e?



on a happier note. that probably makes more sense.
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these bitches are coming april 12 to st. andrews...who is all down? chad and i want to go but we want more peoples to come.

come on guys...how can you miss bone thugs?

I ♥ Tori

[18 Mar 2008|12:02pm]
anyone down for getting fucked up tonight???

I ♥ Tori

[16 Mar 2008|08:22pm]
i hate being ignored.

I ♥ Tori

[14 Mar 2008|03:52pm]
it is beautiful outiside.
i wish someone would come hang out with me.

1 ♥ I ♥ Tori

[02 Mar 2008|12:22pm]
hahaha, last night was a little out of control. but it's okay.
i haven't been that drunk in along time.
and i'm pretty sure things are fucked between me and kyndra.


*boom*


so this makes it the second time that i have gotten kicked out of a club and the second time that it wasn't my fault. but you know, i think it's pretty fucking funny and i love it.
angela was the first and now finally me and my hunny got kicked out, lmao
"don't act like i didn't see that!!! one's under age and the other ones not!!!!!!!!!!!!!"

so yeah, fuck club 9...and thank god for como's and erica!

i guess people like to take pictures sitting on top of me when i am drunk.

thanks megan for taking me to your house last night! i have no idea how i got in, or how we got there, but you know...your bed is comfy as a cloud!


l word tonight.




and all i want to do is hold you in my arms and breathe you in...because right now, it's so hard for me to breathe.,

I ♥ Tori

[01 Mar 2008|01:12pm]

i want my hair like this.

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what you guys think?

I ♥ Tori

[01 Mar 2008|10:14am]
and how do you expect me to live alone with just me?




i thought it was suppose to be good news.




...no air...

1 ♥ I ♥ Tori

[26 Feb 2008|05:08pm]
it's just a crush i'm feeling, walkin on the ceilin...


and like always, i'm sure it won't happen.




work sucked today...like real bad.
i want to work out but i have had such a shitty day that i don't want to move.
and my ankle has been hurting for like 2 weeks now.
i can't bend it back with pain...=(
i know if i work out i will probably release all my happy endorphines, but whatever.

all i want to do it eat, go to bed and wake up tomorrow....possibly happy.


and you know what's frustrating? is that two nights in a row i went to bed with the biggest smile on my face. i can't even recall when the last time that happened.




i'm over-reacting.
i'm being crazy.

i just need to take a deep breath and go listen to smack my bitch up by prodigy.





p.s. hanging out with dana and rae today...something to look forward to.

I ♥ Tori

[19 Feb 2008|10:17pm]
wow.


she's leaving.


i don't even know how i feel.

2 ♥ I ♥ Tori

[19 Feb 2008|10:14pm]
TAURUS: You have come out of the clouds about a few things. It’s amazing that you could have allowed yourself to get sucked in by people who had so little to offer you. Now that you’ve seen the light, part of you doesn’t want to have anything to do with anyone. It may work better for you to learn how to make better choices. While there are a lot of people out there who take you for a ride, there are just as many who you can trust. Don’t isolate yourself or use this as an excuse to become Terminally paranoid.




well that was a slap in the face.

1 ♥ I ♥ Tori

[05 Feb 2008|09:54pm]
i hate how everything that i want to do in life i can't.


to join the peace corps it says that you have to have like a 4 year college degree.


lame.

1 ♥ I ♥ Tori

[23 Jan 2008|05:24pm]
TAURUS: Everything is changing so fast that you are feeling a little crazy. Maybe it’s time to switch to plan B. Lately, people have been passing judgment on you more than usual and this isn’t helping either. In some cases they’ve been outright mean or rude. Why is it we get so over-sensitive when others express their opinion? Taking it personally gets us nowhere, so blow this off and go have a good time. It looks like there will be plenty of opportunities for that. If an old flame or friend returns, whoop it up a little.



why yes, people have been passing judgment on me and it was pretty damn rude.



i like the end of it though. considering that some people have been trying to come back around again.

I ♥ Tori

[12 Jan 2008|06:43pm]
my arm is fucking killing me =(
it hurts so bad, i need some better drugs.


tristan is leaving and going to a different store.
great.
i guess it will help me get over things faster and stop falling harder and harder every time i see him.

1 ♥ I ♥ Tori

[11 Jan 2008|03:18pm]
So, my horoscope fucking blows.

things just don't seem to be looking up for me anytime soon.

but in the mean time, i can watch it get better and better for everyone else.


TAURUS: Biting off more than you can chew may make you feel like you’re accomplishing something, but you’re taking one step forward and two steps back every time you do this. Mass quantities of effort usually retard your progress. You’d do better to take one thing at a time. It would also be good if you cleaned up all your unfinished business. In your desire to conquer the world, you have forgotten a few things. Look closely at what you owe people and make sure you pay off those debts sooner rather than later.



i actually had a semi-serious conversation with tristan today.
you know, about things.
and, i guess it went okay.
whatever, that's what i get for falling for someone in a relationship.



i need a drink.

I ♥ Tori

[08 Dec 2007|01:38pm]
i am truely embarrassed.

1 ♥ I ♥ Tori

[05 Dec 2007|03:36pm]
is it possible to get the drip effect randomly?

because i feel like i just did a rail.

I ♥ Tori

[04 Dec 2007|02:26pm]
TAURUS: After a long period of trial you are finally free. You’ve already been thinking about where you want to go from here, but you’re still too involved with your old self to know what’s truly possible right now. Instead of pressing forward go within and wait for your next move to reveal itself. Everything has changed. You’re in the middle of a process that is too complex and transformative to be addressed with your usual tactics. There is no textbook approach here, so take some time out before you cross this bridge.

I ♥ Tori

[21 Nov 2007|03:49pm]
cock sucka motha fucka

I ♥ Tori

[20 Nov 2007|05:51pm]
um...someone hang out with me??? please =)

3 ♥ I ♥ Tori

[12 Nov 2007|02:51pm]


You have taught me that making mistakes is okay.

You let me take risks even if you don't agree.

You encourage me to better myself.

You let me drink until I'm dumb and don't hold it against me.

And...

You are letting me find myself, without passing judgements.

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You are truely the best friend I have ever had.

I love you.

1 ♥ I ♥ Tori

[06 Nov 2007|02:32pm]
so...i'm seriously considering moving out of this state once i get all of my bills paid off.

who's coming with me?

I ♥ Tori

[05 Nov 2007|04:32pm]
i feel as though i'm going to fall over.

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